It's honestly been a trying time for me in the past few weeks. I needed to be poured into. I needed to read the word to get confirmation. I told myself that before I write anything on this blog, I must believe it. So I prayed for my next steps in this journey. I prayed about what to write about, and God gave me this.
Anxiousness What is anxiousness? Anxiousness is experiencing worry, unease, or nervousness, typically about an imminent event or something with an uncertain outcome. I've been battling with anxiety, stress, and worry. I've been worrying about my future and what's in store for me. I kept praying for the same exact thing not realizing that once I gave it to Him the first time, It was already being handled. "It's handled," as Scandal's Olivia Pope says. Then God gave me this beautiful revelation... Why am I seeking people for encouragement when God wrote a whole bible with all the inspiration I need? As soon as He told me that, I quickly opened up my bible and the first page it flipped to was the book of Psalm. As I began reading I started to burst out in tears because it was all that I needed to continue my journey. It was tears of joy and sadness. I felt broken but began to find peace which was joyful. It felt like my puzzle was being put together slowly but beautifully. It was all I needed to dust myself off from the stress and worry I was enduring. It was so beautiful how God sent me those scriptures to read, and how it gave me so much peace. Peace, little butterfly. I realized that in this life, we must not rush anything. Do not try to rush the process. God already Has your future plotted out. He will never fail you. I'm writing this entry because I truly believe that in the depths of my soul. I trust my God. I will continue to spread His love to His growing children. When I become discouraged, and at times I will, I now open the word of God. It gives me more peace that any man could ever speak. When you get discouraged, turn to your first love- our King, our God. That's what gives me peace. He's what gives me peace.
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Before I accepted my calling, I struggled with life. There were monsters under my bed influencing my dreams to make me believe that I was unworthy to be here. There were times when I wept and despised my life. It happened all the time. It wasn't until I surrendered my all to Christ, when that little Jasmine began to blossom.
Since I've started my walk, it's been mind blowing and beautiful. I've seen and experienced so much in so little of time and I am so grateful. There are many times when I trip over obstacles in my life, but never do I let those stumbles make me fall. I acknowledge them, learn a lesson, and continue my journey. This walk is about you building a closer connection and relationship to God. Every day that God wakes you up is another day that He has allowed you to get closer to Him. I never start my day without giving praise to my King. God is my nutrients. Without Him, I will spiritually die. I've learned that each day you must die to the flesh and live in the spirit. You must wave good-bye to the worldly habits and begin working in the spiritual realm. That's why I write to the spirit, not the flesh. I don't write to please the world, but I write to provoke your thoughts. Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is--his good, pleasing and perfect will. -Romans 12:2 I've allowed God to work through me to spread His light- His nutrients. I've seen too many dry flowers. Allow God to be the light to guide you through the darkness. I've learned that all you have to do is seek Him and His word, and you will hear his sweet melodic voice. He speaks through any fog or darkness. This walk isn't even about you in the first place. It's about bringing as many souls as you can back to the truth. By accepting that calling, I've dedicated my life to letting Him use me as a vessel to His glory. When you read the messages on this blog, know that it did not come from me, but from my roots- my God. My mission is Jesus' mission, and I refuse to let any man interrupt my walk with my King. Hello Fear You, God, are my God, earnestly I seek you; I thirst for you, my whole being longs for you, in a dry and parched land where there is no water. 2I have seen you in the sanctuary and beheld your power and your glory. 3Because your love is better than life, my lips will glorify you. 4I will praise you as long as I live, and in your name I will lift up my hands. 5I will be fully satisfied as with the richest of foods; with singing lips my mouth will praise you. 6On my bed I remember you; I think of you through the watches of the night. 7Because you are my help, I sing in the shadow of your wings. 8I cling to you; your right hand upholds me. -Psalm 63:1-8 |
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