It's honestly been a trying time for me in the past few weeks. I needed to be poured into. I needed to read the word to get confirmation. I told myself that before I write anything on this blog, I must believe it. So I prayed for my next steps in this journey. I prayed about what to write about, and God gave me this.
Anxiousness What is anxiousness? Anxiousness is experiencing worry, unease, or nervousness, typically about an imminent event or something with an uncertain outcome. I've been battling with anxiety, stress, and worry. I've been worrying about my future and what's in store for me. I kept praying for the same exact thing not realizing that once I gave it to Him the first time, It was already being handled. "It's handled," as Scandal's Olivia Pope says. Then God gave me this beautiful revelation... Why am I seeking people for encouragement when God wrote a whole bible with all the inspiration I need? As soon as He told me that, I quickly opened up my bible and the first page it flipped to was the book of Psalm. As I began reading I started to burst out in tears because it was all that I needed to continue my journey. It was tears of joy and sadness. I felt broken but began to find peace which was joyful. It felt like my puzzle was being put together slowly but beautifully. It was all I needed to dust myself off from the stress and worry I was enduring. It was so beautiful how God sent me those scriptures to read, and how it gave me so much peace. Peace, little butterfly. I realized that in this life, we must not rush anything. Do not try to rush the process. God already Has your future plotted out. He will never fail you. I'm writing this entry because I truly believe that in the depths of my soul. I trust my God. I will continue to spread His love to His growing children. When I become discouraged, and at times I will, I now open the word of God. It gives me more peace that any man could ever speak. When you get discouraged, turn to your first love- our King, our God. That's what gives me peace. He's what gives me peace.
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