This is something special that has been on my heart lately. Yes, the topic of love. And some of you may wonder why my mind is on love at seventeen, but in reality everyone knows that my mind is thirty.
I've never been in a relationship since I was resurrected. I've never had my first love or first kiss because everything pre-resurrection (baptism) just doesn't count to me. I did not know what love was, because the best love of Jesus was not in me. With that being said, I haven't experienced love, and yes, I long for it. I long for being able to connect with someone by our spiritual vibes. I have very high standards, like wanting him to be submissive and God-fearing, and loving God first in his heart, way more than he would love me. Yes, that is what my heart desires. But, I have promised to wait for that. I'll wait because God's desires for me exceed my expectations. I will wait because God knows exactly what my soul needs. I've decided to get off of my understanding and get in tune with the Holy Spirit. Love never fails. If God ordains something, it will never fail, but only prosper. If you are in something right now that refuses to prosper, seek God for guidance because stepping outside the will of God is not pretty. It doesn't matter how bad you want that spiritual partner, what is not for you is just not for you. Don't try to push yourself into a situation because you feel like it's right or it should happen. If God didn't ordain it, it will fail. What I've learned is that instead of asking God for a soul mate, I've asked God to prepare me to be a soul mate. I can't be out here looking for someone when I'm not even ready. Singleness is a ministry of its own. God wants to mold us and transform us into God fearing servants, so that when that love is found, we will know how to walk in it. But to my beautiful women of God: The thing is though, is that love is something that isn't sought, but it is found. Once you find out that Eve was made for Adam and not the other way around, your whole life's perspective will change. Ladies, you were created to be found. God doesn't want you to be chasers of men, but He wants you to be still, specifically in this season, so He can light the pathway to your heart. You don't need to take a man from another relationship either. You were made "bone to my bone; flesh to my flesh" [Genesis 2]. To my powerful men of God: You are pursuers. Pray and pursue is what you do. Don't leave a woman of God questioning. You were created to lead. You are the resurrected Adam. Once your soul lover is revealed, you should be standing in familiar territory because you will be one. It will be the desires of your souls that links you together. It's not going to be a fight. It's not going to be chaos or confusion because God is not the author of that. So wait on that. Wait on that feeling— not fleshly feeling, but that spiritual feeling. Wait on that moment. It will be the beginning of a new ministry. It will be home, where your soul is at rest in knowing that God is in the midst. I know you may be frustrated, because I've been there. I am there. I have no idea what God is doing or where He is moving, but I trust Him and love Him with all my heart, all my strength, and all my soul. [Luke 10:27] And I find comfort in that. I feel comfort that God has a love story for me greater than my expectations and wants. He is going to amaze me. I know that He will amaze me because everything and anything that God blossoms is amazing. Wait for the blossom. While waiting, continue to guard your heart in prayer. Continue to plant the seed and prepare for the harvest. Don't let anyone ever tell you that your standards are too high. You are loved by an almighty King, so your standards have already been set. My time will come, but until then, I will rest in knowing that God is preparing the best for me. And yes, I will continue to write poems and blogs on how I will wait and trust in the wait. Because one day I will have love, and it will find me.
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